Monday, October 10, 2016

Memory (dedicated to dear You)


Meeting you
Getting to know you
Spending time with you
On weekly basis
Learning, studying
Socialising, chitchatting

Our relationship grow
Our friendship deepen
Sharing
Secrets, gossips, chocolates
Even stationery and books
What’s mine become yours
What’s yours become mine

There are times
Without any sound
We interact, communicate
Through our eyes
Through our smiles
That only we know
That only we understand

Suddenly,
A big movement
Taking you
From me
We
Become
You and me
Divided
Separated
You and your way
Me and my way
We
Become
Total strangers

Now
It is just me
And
My memories
Of You

P/S: Missing ‘we’ now and then.
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Wednesday, July 8, 2015

INSECURITY

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INSECURITY
ˌɪnsɪˈkjɔːrɪti,ˌɪnsɪˈkjʊərɪti/
noun
noun: insecurity; plural noun: insecurities
  1. 1.
    uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence.
    "she had a deep sense of insecurity"
    synonyms:lack of confidence, lack of self-confidence, self-doubt, diffidence, unassertiveness, humility, humbleness, meekness, timidity, timidness, timorousness, uncertainty, nervousness, hesitancy, inhibition, self-consciousness; More
    anxiety, apprehension, worry, unease, uneasiness
    "he tried to conceal his insecurity"
    vulnerability, defencelessness, unguardedness, lack of protection, perilousness, peril, danger, riskiness;
    instability, fragility, frailty, shakiness, rockiness, unsteadiness, unreliability, tenuousness;
    informalchanciness, iffiness;
    informaldodginess
    "we were conscious of the insecurity of our situation"
  2. 2.
    the state of being open to danger or threat; lack of protection.
    "growing job insecurity"
    synonyms:unstable, unsecured, loose, rickety, rocky, wobbly, shaky, unsteady, precarious; More
    informaljerry-built, teetery;
    informalwonky, dicky, dodgy
    "an insecure footbridge"
    antonyms:secure, stable

Thursday, December 5, 2013

~es.ae.kay.ai.ti~


Sakit
Luka
Lara
Pedih
Rapuh
Hurt
Wound
Pain
Injure
Damage
Misery
Sorrow



Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Think. Thought

i think i can do it
i think i can let go
i think i can forget
i think i can move on

i think i will not have that dream again
t think i will not see you in my dream again
i think i will not feel like that in my dream again

i think i can
but
i can't

i think i will not
but . . .

i don't know how to stop all these!
can you help me?
make yourself
disappear and vanish
from my life
especially
from my heart

~for someone who make me helpless~

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Wrong Timing

Very.Wrong.Timing.And.It.Hurt.So.Much.Thank.You.For.Hurting.Me

Monday, October 1, 2012

Mimpi

Ada orang kata,
Mimpi itu mainan tidur

Ada orang kata,
Kalau mimpikan seseorang tu, orang tu tengah fikir tentang kita

Ada orang kata,
Mimpi itu satu petanda

Aku mimpikan DIA
Selalu...
ORANG YANG SAMA
BERKALI-KALI

Apa maksudnya?????




Friday, June 22, 2012

Masa

 

Berilah aku 

Mungkin setahun?
Untuk menempah tempat di hati dia 
Tidak? 
Oh.....OK

Mungkin sebulan?
Untuk memastikan aku wujud di depan dia 
Tidak? 
Oh.....OK 

Mungkin seminggu? 
Untuk memperkenalkan aku pada dia 
Tidak? 
Oh.....OK 

Mungkin sejam? 
Untuk memberi peluang aku melihat dia 
Tidak? 
Oh.....OK 

Mungkin seminit? 
Untuk membolehkan aku berselisih bahu dengan dia 
Tidak? 
Oh.....OK 

Mungkin sesaat?
 Untuk aku bertentang mata dengan dia 
Tidak? 
Oh.....OK

Berapa banyak masa yang aku perlu agaknya? 

Buat masa ini, 
Sesaat sudah cukup 
Akan aku bekukan SAAT itu 
Selamanya. 

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