Memory (dedicated to dear You)

Meeting you

Getting to know you

Spending time with you

On weekly basis

Learning, studying

Socialising, chitchatting

Our relationship grow

Our friendship deepen

Sharing

Secrets, gossips, chocolates

Even stationery and books

What’s mine become yours

What’s yours become mine

There are times

Without any sound

We interact, communicate

Through our eyes

Through our smiles

That only we know

That only we understand

Suddenly,

A big movement

Taking you

From me

We

Become

You and me

Divided

Separated

You and your way

Me and my way

We

Become

Total strangers

Now

It is just me

And

My memories

Of You

P/S: Missing ‘we’ now and then.

101016.151431

INSECURITY

L.O.S.E.R dahbertahuntahuntakmenulis

A photo posted by Shamimi Haniza (@shamimihaniza) on Jul 6, 2015 at 1:34am PDT

 

INSECURITY

ˌɪnsɪˈkjɔːrɪti,ˌɪnsɪˈkjʊərɪti/

noun

noun: insecurity; plural noun: insecurities

1. 1.

   uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence.

   "she had a deep sense of insecurity"

   synonyms:

   lack of confidence, lack of self-confidence, self-doubt, diffidence, unassertiveness, humility, humbleness, meekness, timidity, timidness, timorousness, uncertainty, nervousness, hesitancy, inhibition, self-consciousness; More anxiety, apprehension, worry, unease, uneasiness "he tried to conceal his insecurity" vulnerability, defencelessness, unguardedness, lack of protection, perilousness, peril, danger, riskiness; instability, fragility, frailty, shakiness, rockiness, unsteadiness, unreliability, tenuousness; informalchanciness, iffiness; informaldodginess "we were conscious of the insecurity of our situation"

2. 2.

   the state of being open to danger or threat; lack of protection.

   "growing job insecurity"

   synonyms:

   unstable, unsecured, loose, rickety, rocky, wobbly, shaky, unsteady, precarious; More unsubstantial, weak, flimsy, frail, fragile, spindly, decrepit, unsound, unsafe; informaljerry-built, teetery; informalwonky, dicky, dodgy "an insecure footbridge"

   antonyms:

   secure, stable

~es.ae.kay.ai.ti~

Sakit

Luka

Lara

Pedih

Rapuh

Hurt

Wound

Pain

Injure

Damage

Misery

Sorrow

Think. Thought

i think i can do it
i think i can let go
i think i can forget
i think i can move on

i think i will not have that dream again
t think i will not see you in my dream again
i think i will not feel like that in my dream again

i think i can
but
i can't

i think i will not
but . . .

i don't know how to stop all these!
can you help me?
make yourself
disappear and vanish
from my life
especially
from my heart

~for someone who make me helpless~

Wrong Timing

Very.Wrong.Timing.And.It.Hurt.So.Much.Thank.You.For.Hurting.Me

Mimpi

Ada orang kata,
Mimpi itu mainan tidur

Ada orang kata,
Kalau mimpikan seseorang tu, orang tu tengah fikir tentang kita

Ada orang kata,
Mimpi itu satu petanda

Aku mimpikan DIA
Selalu...
ORANG YANG SAMA
BERKALI-KALI

Apa maksudnya?????

Masa

 

Berilah aku 

Mungkin setahun?

Untuk menempah tempat di hati dia 

Tidak? 

Oh.....OK

Mungkin sebulan?

Untuk memastikan aku wujud di depan dia 

Tidak? 

Oh.....OK 

Mungkin seminggu? 

Untuk memperkenalkan aku pada dia 

Tidak? 

Oh.....OK 

Mungkin sejam? 

Untuk memberi peluang aku melihat dia 

Tidak? 

Oh.....OK 

Mungkin seminit? 

Untuk membolehkan aku berselisih bahu dengan dia 

Tidak? 

Oh.....OK 

Mungkin sesaat?

 Untuk aku bertentang mata dengan dia 

Tidak? 

Oh.....OK

Berapa banyak masa yang aku perlu agaknya? 

Buat masa ini, 

Sesaat sudah cukup 

Akan aku bekukan SAAT itu 

Selamanya. 

SMKGS.210512.094224